PAST IS PAST

Let the past be the past. Stop harping on about past mistakes. Don’t keep focusing on what has happened in the past. Stop telling yourself what you can’t do. Stop reminding yourself of your inabilities. Stop telling yourself how bad you are. Stop going back in your life to find all the times you have failed and projecting them to the future. 

In a simple sentence Let the Past be the Past. It is over. There is nothing you can do about it. It doesn’t matter what you do now you cannot change the past. The past has got you to where you are today now move on.

Even yesterday has gone. A few hours ago has gone. A couple of minutes ago have gone. There is only now and the future.

So, instead of focusing on the past, focus on doing your best; now. Focus on putting as much effort as you can into what is going on now and you will get the reward for that. Remember whatever you put in you get out. Therefore the more effort you put into your life the more you get out. Just have patience. Rome wasn’t built in a day. You cannot change all your habits in a couple of days. To perform at your best. To reach your optimum state, you just need to have patience and practice. Remember, the more effort you put in the more you get out.

If you feel really fed up. If you feel as though the world is against you. If you feel as if you should have done better. There is only one thing you can do.

"SMILE."


When you find yourself in need of a lift all you have to do is SMILE.

What is there to smile about?

How about starting with how fortunate you are…

"... Here, on this earth because the world needs you as you are!! You are important to the world, just as you are. You have an important roles to play. Just look at yourself. You can only be yourself... there is no possibility that you can be anybody else. You are unique. You are full of possibilities. So just enjoy your life and bloom , don't wither away like a dead flower"

Go on…… accept it!

SMILE.

Have you noticed that if you smile you naturally feel good inside.

Have you noticed that if you SMILE in an elevator, on the tube, on the bus or anywhere in public people smile back.

SMILE and the world SMILES with you.

Just remind yourself of that moment in meditation when you felt happy, peaceful and loving or being loved and we guarantee that it will bring a SMILE onto your face. You will feel so happy.

Once you start to SMILE you will be amazed the effect it has on yours and others lives.

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
-Marilyn Monroe

If you fall...

Let's talk and we'll fill the air with
imagery that lasts forever
So this is love that's a lovely thought
You have to care for it to keep it together
If you fall will you get up
You're stuck in a dream will you wake up
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it
And if it's cold will you stay warm
You drift too far will you swim towards the shore
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it
Lets just sing and we'll fill the air with
melodies that blend together
You speak so sweet with words so delicate
A glass i hope will never shatter
If you fall will you get up
You're stuck in a dream will you wake up
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it
And if it's cold will you stay warm
You drift too far will you swim towards the shore
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it

sepi....

tajuk je sepi...tapi x sepi pon..
today baru cari external hard disk...kat low yatt..
finally..yes!
hmm...gi pavi...nuthin much..
time lalu kat sungai wang tu bleh plak gi main morphis 3d simulator..hehe mcm space ship..best2 pastu pening!ekeke..
i was touch that mr A beria2 carikan cerita sepi for me cuz i mmg dah lama nak tgk citer tu...
unfortunately sungai wang dah nak tutup time tu..
we went to petaling street..
hmm...semangat gile die carikan cerita sepi...thanks :)
makin hari makin dapat lupakan..makin xde rasa nak tanya...tapi kadang2 benda tu dtg jugak...mcm mana nak hilangkan rasa tu eh?

AQUARIUS ooppss it's AQUARIA!

i was really happy :) spent time with mr A..
we actually wanna go to the pc fair cuz i nak cari external hard disk but then tetiba somethin caught my eyes...hehe...AQUARIA!!hehehe..
it was my treat...bestnya rasa cm tenang je kat dalam tu...deep inside i was sad actually before jumpa dia...i even think of deciding on something...even im not so sure but i just dont know why i feel hurt and the curiosity and the intense of knowing the truth was really like wanna burst out..
but then...i take an easy way, not to think too much about it..
and when i see his pure face looking at me, rasa cm relief je...rasa cm hilang semua tue..
tapi kadang2 it keep spinning in my head..
it was really fun, we snap some pictures together...with the jaws!hehe..
yeah...i dapat ketenangan kat situ..
it was really memorable to me cuz i never been there before..
then, we bought some souvenirs which is turtles (green n yellow) he'll keep one and i'll keep one..hehe..

what else??????

i cant stand it anymore..
sorry mr F...i broke our promise that i will not cry becuz of him..
but tonite....im so sad, dissapointed, hurt....etc...
yeah...the more u know the more u hurt....
hmmm....mmgla aku tak kan pandang belakang lagi..
mmg aku dah nekad tak nak ingat pasal past tu yg really2 hurt..
but i just can say that God show me the way...please give me some extra strength for me to...i dont know...please God...please show me the way...Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...
bantulah hambamu ini yg lemah...
kenapa aku tak dpt nak mengecapi kebahagiaan dengan dia walhal aku selalu mendoakan kebahagian dia dan juga org yg pernah hadir dalam hidup dia...
i think of doin somethin unnecessary but after refering to my close frens, mr F, bro Z....they dont think it is necessary...and i?still praying...pray...and pray...
im stuck in the middle....ibarat berada di tengah lautan yg tak berpenghujung...aku terkapai2 di tengah2 lautan....hanya berserah kepadamu Ya Allah......aku pasrah....aku tahu kau menjanjikan yg terbaik untukku...aku hanya insan yg lemah, dugaan yg kau berikan menjadikan aku insan yg lebih tabah dan cekal untuk menghadapi hari esok...
tetapi..kenapa bahagia yg aku kecapi hanya seketika?
i just dont know....who can i count on??
I REALLY TRUST U!
yeah...i dont know when is the exact time but i know it was when we still close and connected with that complicated feelings..
aku benci betul manusia hipokrit!
pretending like nothing happen...
act like u know nothing...
like u was not there...
like u never been there..
like....sucks!it really sucks!
im not dat kind of gal like ur other gals before..as i know it was 1 or 2?or maybe more?i dont know..
im different than others...im totally different..
who are u actually?who are u?
i started to think....do i really know u?
all those promises u made....did u made it with the previous one as well?the first one?the second one?the third one?or there's fourth?again...i dont know..
please treat me as im different than other gals that used to be in ur life..
please treat me like im really SPECIAL to u..like u said..
prove it! IF.....if u really WANT me..
or else...u can just back off from my life forever!
dont u ever give me hope if u dont really mean it..
its just between yes or no?
dont u ever think that u can just seek for my forgiveness and ill forgive u with no hurt feelings..
i cant think well right now..
even with 2 times of wudu'
i better stop and pray to God that everythin will be better for me..
U know what's the best in me....n U know what is the best for me..

not on the right track?

since yesterday...
i feel so sick!
flu, headache, cough, cold...
hmm...it was just not on the right time..
im a bit dissapointed that i dont really contribute in doing the proposal..
thankz to my team mates for being understanding.
i promise that ill put my full effort in the final report..insyaAllah..
yet i was a bit emotional....misunderstanding...again and again...
sometimes i just feel that he's not the one and im not really sure with him..
im just doing my part...up to the extend that i can..
hmm...i slept around 6.45am...
me and miss L had a heart to heart pillow talk..
yeah....the more we know, the more we hurt..
but the more we dont know, the more we curious bout it..
how can we really sure??
how???
we never know........

xOxo......zatO