:(

i still remember those words that u said during our conversation in the ym...
i was hurt....deeply hurt...
gtg.... *tears

complicated...

tonite...i really miss him..
i rindu sangat kat A... :(
i feel like cryin aite now..
hmmm...yeahh i know im damn ego...
hmm...
aku actually dah malas nak pikir benda2 nie..penat dah sebenarnya..
aku rasa mcm dah x nak letak apa2 harapan..
just let it flow that way..
i dont wanna put too much...
i feel like im giving up...
im so lonely :(
i just want u to know....i love u so much...
i really need u sayang....

24/6

yesterday....i went to the university hospital to visit my uncle..he was hospitalized..mmm he's condition is not very good it seems like he's in his own halutination world..but luckily he still able to recognize my aunt's voice. he responded to the voice..
the day before i went to gleaneagles to do the x ray...hope everything will be ok..hmmm..
back from hospital, had a big fight with mr A...
i just found on something which i can say it was a lie..
im not so sure..
apa lagi yg u tipu i?
hmmm....i xde niat nak gaduh semalam...nape u xfaham2?
ntahla...i dun feel special at all..
smua tempat u pegi dgn dia...mcm there's nuthin left for me..
dah la before this semua benda u cerita dengan dia...
what's the point?
n then u claim that it was a mistake..
mistake xkan sampai mcm tu..
pliz God...help me to forget bout all this stupid thinggys
im tryin my best but it seems so easy for u...
i dun understand..where am i?????

good thing is...there's someone who care about me..
i found something on him that makes me feel comfortable..
kenal dah lama cuma lately selalu gak intouch ngan dia..
since day 1st, i can feel the connection...i can say that he 'sekepala' wit me..
guess...thats all for now...

xoxo-zato

new comer

i just started blogging...
i found out that blogging is interesting as i observe my cousin always use it to express her feelings and write her daily activiy in her blog..
so i decided to give a try.. :)